July 27, 2025
As a bit of background, I honestly wasn't planning on going to Anthrocon this year; the con itself is amazing, but after last year, I thought I'd had enough. However, the day before the convention, I was offered space in the Omni by a friend.
As soon as I was given the option, I realized all the logistical hurdles I'd need to jump through: I'll need to get home and pack and coordinate arrival and make sure I don't pass out while driving. Unfortunately, I've gotten good enough at figuring that stuff out that, by the next day, I was buckled to the seat of my car coasting through Pennsylvania.
I'd been feeling burnt out — not just at work, but in life in general. I thought going to Anthrocon might help with that: a con with no plans would surely be more relaxing than one with a jam-packed agenda. In hindsight, knowing the kind of person I am, a last-minute con ended up being way more stressful. Just because I can go to a convention doesn't mean I should.
This isn't a review of the convention itself (I thought it was ran exceedingly well), nor is it my feelings attending the con (I had a mediocre time). Instead, it's my thoughts on how effectively I was able to enjoy the convention.
Disconnecting. I went to Anthrocon to escape, but the last minute nature of it made me more anxious. I couldn't give myself a buffer day between work and the con, which meant I was mulling over work the whole con, which paradoxically meant I felt more pressure to take the con to disconnect from work.
Sleeping in. My overall stress level being high made it hard to sleep in, which just exacerbated the issues above.
Prioritizing the Artists Alley. Every con, I wander through the Artists Alley looking for unique items to take home. Any time something does, I remember how tightly my suitcase is packed and feel discouraged from purchasing it. I also rationalize it away by saying that I could purchase it online, but I never end up doing so.
Artwork continues to spark my emotional connection to the fandom, and for future cons within driving distance, I want to make space for items from the Artists Alley.
Spend more time with silent suiters. This is carried over from FWA, but it's still something I'm interested in exploring more of.